human being is always learning to sacrifice,how to sacrifice for d others.
from young,tat never knws,bother much,think abt others to grew up,u will gradually knw abt tis fact.if u knw it more,then u r mature more.
sacrifice is love,u r mean to do sacrifice when u r in love,u will gv the best for the one u love,how far u can sacrifice means how deep u r in love.yet,loving someone will no need his/her sacrifice. to let go someone u love is a greatest sacrifice.
bsides,success must need a lot of sacrifice,so no choice,u gotta knw which 1 is a sacrifice n another is yr aim.sacrifice will cause loss..think twice if u r not going to be sorry wit yr step.
sacrifice is life,u hv to sacrifice in order to achieve.
sacrifice for others is oso treat of life.
we must be the man which we need to be,not the man which we wanna be.
^^
Sunday, March 8, 2009
天色开始暗了，下雨了。。
下雨的时候，我的心情总会带些失落感。。
记得以前下雨时踏脚车是最爽的，淋着雨不管多大，骑多快，尽管淋啊！
现在就不喜欢下雨，下雨我不能骑摩托出门，也没得打球。。
那时我会无奈地看雨吧。。看着雨在下。。多久没真正淋雨了，很冷，不怕淋湿，就无忧无虑地冲快快。
我喜欢在小雨时跑步，大雨时踏脚车，很回味！
下雨的时候，我的心情总会带些失落感。。
记得以前下雨时踏脚车是最爽的，淋着雨不管多大，骑多快，尽管淋啊！
现在就不喜欢下雨，下雨我不能骑摩托出门，也没得打球。。
那时我会无奈地看雨吧。。看着雨在下。。多久没真正淋雨了，很冷，不怕淋湿，就无忧无虑地冲快快。
我喜欢在小雨时跑步，大雨时踏脚车，很回味！
Saturday, March 7, 2009
周末，我没在家，躲在宿舍的屋顶下，就一个人。
自己一个人空间多，空虚感也更真实了，这两天都是睡到十一点多，平时不喜欢迟醒的我就是找不到理由让自己早点醒来。
醒来后又不知道想做什么，想读书就是专心不了。
下载了几部电影，想看又没看了，自己一个人看就是很闷的，看了一下就不看了。
数学书开着，眼睛却对着电脑，无所事事地online了，时间就是这样的过了，我又老一天了。
没事做就睡觉，吃饭时间都忘了，喝水都饱了。
原来我不会哭了，
原来我经常忘了，
原来我也孤独了，
原来我已改变了，
原来的我生病了，
原来我已迷失了，
原来我爱逃避了，
原来不知所措了，
原来我很习惯了。
自己一个人空间多，空虚感也更真实了，这两天都是睡到十一点多，平时不喜欢迟醒的我就是找不到理由让自己早点醒来。
醒来后又不知道想做什么，想读书就是专心不了。
下载了几部电影，想看又没看了，自己一个人看就是很闷的，看了一下就不看了。
数学书开着，眼睛却对着电脑，无所事事地online了，时间就是这样的过了，我又老一天了。
没事做就睡觉，吃饭时间都忘了，喝水都饱了。
原来我不会哭了，
原来我经常忘了，
原来我也孤独了，
原来我已改变了，
原来的我生病了，
原来我已迷失了，
原来我爱逃避了，
原来不知所措了，
原来我很习惯了。
Friday, March 6, 2009
now,i m sad to say tat i hv a broken family,a broken spirit...
2day i gone home at noon,as usual,my mom keep on nagging to me again,i m really fed up to say tat pls stop tat to me,i was so incapable to solve her problem in fact,but she still wanna blow my head off,everything is mess up,crazy,wakao...
then surely will talk abt $,day n night she does is looking for money to pay for the debt.then when out of ways ard,her son can b as ATM liao lo,no matter early morning,day o nite,i hv to run for ATM in order to help her settle her debts.after tat,i will hear she say tq tq tq !....i m damn hate to hear tis word from her,jus dun like the way she say tq,the feeling,n tats not wat i need!!
yet her debt wasnt clear for tat,the snowball is jus getting bigger n heavier in fact!!wat i always pay is jus the interest of the debt,the income of the shark loaner.wondering how leh?i oso cant understand the way she control spending.so wat do u think as a son tat undergraduate can afford for?how many time u think i can cover for u??!!!yes,i knw u will finish up my acc till no figure if i let u knw tat i hv saving.
wat can i do?no uses to talk(i had tried so many times n 2day mayb my last time),she wont understand,jus knw ki siao only,uhuh,tis called big hell ! then how to settle problem, when will she think seriously abt tis?
um...i really come to crash when talking to her,so 2day jus less than 2 hr i been home,i cant stand tat anymore,no ki siao like tat in my eyes,so i decided to b hostel after visit my grandparent n gf.
but ting was not at home,nvm,jus dun let her c my sad tearful face...
when facing grandma,i was try hard to hold my tear,yet a bit sob at then,i dun wanna let grandma knws abt my sad stuff 1,cos she is old ard,dont wanna let her sad too,then quickly pretend into normal,hardly i did it...
um...i m no longer think so much abt tat,cos ard leave it here loudly,haha,so useful my blogger is.
2day i gone home at noon,as usual,my mom keep on nagging to me again,i m really fed up to say tat pls stop tat to me,i was so incapable to solve her problem in fact,but she still wanna blow my head off,everything is mess up,crazy,wakao...
then surely will talk abt $,day n night she does is looking for money to pay for the debt.then when out of ways ard,her son can b as ATM liao lo,no matter early morning,day o nite,i hv to run for ATM in order to help her settle her debts.after tat,i will hear she say tq tq tq !....i m damn hate to hear tis word from her,jus dun like the way she say tq,the feeling,n tats not wat i need!!
yet her debt wasnt clear for tat,the snowball is jus getting bigger n heavier in fact!!wat i always pay is jus the interest of the debt,the income of the shark loaner.wondering how leh?i oso cant understand the way she control spending.so wat do u think as a son tat undergraduate can afford for?how many time u think i can cover for u??!!!yes,i knw u will finish up my acc till no figure if i let u knw tat i hv saving.
wat can i do?no uses to talk(i had tried so many times n 2day mayb my last time),she wont understand,jus knw ki siao only,uhuh,tis called big hell ! then how to settle problem, when will she think seriously abt tis?
um...i really come to crash when talking to her,so 2day jus less than 2 hr i been home,i cant stand tat anymore,no ki siao like tat in my eyes,so i decided to b hostel after visit my grandparent n gf.
but ting was not at home,nvm,jus dun let her c my sad tearful face...
when facing grandma,i was try hard to hold my tear,yet a bit sob at then,i dun wanna let grandma knws abt my sad stuff 1,cos she is old ard,dont wanna let her sad too,then quickly pretend into normal,hardly i did it...
um...i m no longer think so much abt tat,cos ard leave it here loudly,haha,so useful my blogger is.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
habit is a practise tat u ard get used to,n u may o may not want it to b changed!
Ppl's bad habit is always wanted to b eliminated,but how?its pretty hard in fact,u need to b motivated enough,need thousand of reasons in order to change something!
bcs its ard stick to yr life,how could u jus change it?hah,but should u come to yr end of yr life n then crying tat u r so regret abt it?so,think abt yr life in between,r u good in condition?yr habit & practise earn u something bad in return?will u hurt yr nearby person by doing it?erm...wat i m talking abt is in wide,diversified life fact actly.jus like smoking,gambling,stuborn,bla bla bla...
how to get ride of tat is depends.where there is a will,there is a deal.
despite of tat,b4 getting rely on a habit,u should consider in between,how is't going to affect u n yr life?could it result in good life?
^^good life awaiting!
Ppl's bad habit is always wanted to b eliminated,but how?its pretty hard in fact,u need to b motivated enough,need thousand of reasons in order to change something!
bcs its ard stick to yr life,how could u jus change it?hah,but should u come to yr end of yr life n then crying tat u r so regret abt it?so,think abt yr life in between,r u good in condition?yr habit & practise earn u something bad in return?will u hurt yr nearby person by doing it?erm...wat i m talking abt is in wide,diversified life fact actly.jus like smoking,gambling,stuborn,bla bla bla...
how to get ride of tat is depends.where there is a will,there is a deal.
despite of tat,b4 getting rely on a habit,u should consider in between,how is't going to affect u n yr life?could it result in good life?
^^good life awaiting!
Saturday, February 28, 2009
2day morning,v hv gone to attend a talk of our majoring choices.
Biotech,aquabio,agrobio,enviromental bio,vector n parasites,microbio,botani,n lastly zoology.
so many choices given to us,n v were brief by some frank n experienced lecturer,haha,1 very meaningful sentences from prof Alex is:"it's not d end of the world wit wat u will hv!"
the talk is tell us tat,wat is d aim on choosing major.is tat for job(money) o knowledge?
i think job is important in real life but actly knowledge will always lead to success in career!the purpose of study is not jus for a job guarantee but oso to gain knowledge,the lifetime knowledge.
to b expert in wat u r involve in,then u r among the best competor!
bsides,to b good in humanity,social skill is oso the important stuff tat v r going to learn in U,n oso the whole life.tis is more abt EQ.
to me,future is always on our hand,the ultimate way to ensure good future is to work it out!
haha,a way is start by a will!!
night night!
Biotech,aquabio,agrobio,enviromental bio,vector n parasites,microbio,botani,n lastly zoology.
so many choices given to us,n v were brief by some frank n experienced lecturer,haha,1 very meaningful sentences from prof Alex is:"it's not d end of the world wit wat u will hv!"
the talk is tell us tat,wat is d aim on choosing major.is tat for job(money) o knowledge?
i think job is important in real life but actly knowledge will always lead to success in career!the purpose of study is not jus for a job guarantee but oso to gain knowledge,the lifetime knowledge.
to b expert in wat u r involve in,then u r among the best competor!
bsides,to b good in humanity,social skill is oso the important stuff tat v r going to learn in U,n oso the whole life.tis is more abt EQ.
to me,future is always on our hand,the ultimate way to ensure good future is to work it out!
haha,a way is start by a will!!
night night!
Friday, February 27, 2009
i m lost...
i m lost in my love,i m pretty sure tat it wont b good for both of us in future...
i oso wanna knw y it can reach tis kind of conflict,v cant talk...did u knw tat v hv 2 talk?hv u try 2 understand me?o i hvnt understand u yet?
could u live without me?could u b more mature if i walk away from yr life?
wat happen if i cant care abt u anymore?will u b better o worse?
i dont knw how to make decision,bcs i dont wanna get u hurt,i jus want u 2 b alright
all the way v gone through doesnt seem right,u feel tat?
it doesnt mean i dont love u anymore,but i cant find the way now,really...i still care abt u,but i need yr care too,u knw it?
i m struggling hard...bleeding heart.
i m lost in my love,i m pretty sure tat it wont b good for both of us in future...
i oso wanna knw y it can reach tis kind of conflict,v cant talk...did u knw tat v hv 2 talk?hv u try 2 understand me?o i hvnt understand u yet?
could u live without me?could u b more mature if i walk away from yr life?
wat happen if i cant care abt u anymore?will u b better o worse?
i dont knw how to make decision,bcs i dont wanna get u hurt,i jus want u 2 b alright
all the way v gone through doesnt seem right,u feel tat?
it doesnt mean i dont love u anymore,but i cant find the way now,really...i still care abt u,but i need yr care too,u knw it?
i m struggling hard...bleeding heart.
