the plan started since yesterday,i gonna control my expenses,save money!!
no planning will never b good!
my bank acc is dying for my huge expenses,i can witdraw rm200,then jus finish it in 2 days!
how crazy i spent the sum,n for ntg in fact.
so i tell myself i gonna stop tis,no longer spend 2k per month!!
lets benefit the money,balance it with my lifestyle,do not make myself afford for extra,unnescessary stuff.
rm 12 per day,not per meal wor!haha!!
n i will stick to the plan,gotta learn from xiao nian nian liao.
however i will still go for nice food in between,jus in control.
fren, i'm here to apologize for yr inconvinient if i cant follow u for activity tat likely to b costly to me.
well,although i m saving but it doesnt change myself,i m still enjoying n not wasting my money.
it's a lesson for me now.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
001. Real Name: koe yeuan
002. Nickname(s): handsome(most common uses lo),gao wan,si eh kia
003. Age: 20
004. Horoscope: cancer
005. Male or Female: male
006. Elementary: Sin Kwang
007. Middle School: SMK Pengkalan lebai man,SMK Dato Bijaya Setia
008. High School: SMK Khir Johari
009. College School: none
010. Hair colour: Black but some highlight with white,kakaka
011. Long or Short: short
012. Loud or Quiet: loud when laughing,quiet when no mood
013. Sweats or Jeans: no jeans
014. Phone or Camera: phone
015. Health Freak: whole body joints in faulty condition,need a new skeleton
016. Drink or Smoke: cigrette will make me ill,drinks is a favour
017.Do you have a crush on someone: i think no
018. Eat or Drink: a set meal pls
019. Piercings: not allowed due to some superstition
020. Tattoos: never think abt tat
021. Social or Anti-Social: always social but dun like to join comunity stuff,jus prefering frenly gathering n outing
022. Righty or lefty: righty,left hand can only spinning pen n feed
023. First piercing: refer tag 019
024. First relationship: 2005
025. First Best Friend:left behind my head liao
026. First Award: cant remember,nursery school level ba.
027. First Kiss: girlfriend
028. First Pet: xiao huang
029. First Big Vacation: Genting KL trip during primary school,katak bawah tempurum
030. First Love at first sight: never happen on me
031. First Big Birthday: Never,hoho,always did for frens only
032. First Surgery: erm...nope
033. First sport you joined: running
034. Orange or Apple juice: always apple
035. Rock or Rap: rap ba,rock is mostly for palapes
036. Country or Screamo: country,prefering peace n nature
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: none
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: i dont knw much abt them
039. Night or Day: sometimes day sometimes noturnal
040. Sun or Moon: EcLIpSe
041. TV or Internet: 100%internet,nowaday ard hv online tv ma
042. Playstation or xbox: not a deal wit me
043. Kiss or hug: Hug
044. Iguana or turtle: hard to choose leh...
045. Spider or bee: spider,spider can catch bee ma(y asking?)
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: None
048. Soccer or baseball: i jus knw basketball,badminton
049. Eating: any nice food of the world
050. Drinking: H2O enough
051. Excitement level: laugh till stomach pain ok?
052. I'm about to: study
053. Listening to: rainning rhythm
054. Plan for today: swiss open final n study
055. Waiting for: erm...keep staying on optimis side
056. Energy Level: excessive till overheating bodysystem
057. Thinking of someone: yeah
058. Want kids?: not in my mind,not my level now
059. Want to get married?: if it's a happy pathway
060. When?: fate knws
061. How many kids do you want: also out of my level
062. Any name on the mind: after i study biodiversity then sure hv,no for now
063. What did you want to do: live happily
065. Mellow future or wild: wild type
066. Something you would never try: numerous
067. When do you want to die: when i hv to
Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: funny
070. Shorter or Taller?: short a bit lo,cos i m not "overheight" ma
071. Protective or Caring?: caring is enough for me
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: spontaneous as well,i m a dumb of romans
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: nice personality
074. Sensitive or Loud?: X_X
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: hesitant lo...
077. Muscular or normal: normal with active lifestyle
078. Kissed a stranger: no la, kena AIDS baru tau
079. Broken a bone: luckily never
080. Lost glasses or contacts: jus fine for me
081. Ran away from home: yup,my home never warm
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: no
083. Killed somebody: million of bacteria,small animal...ridiculous!
084. Broken some one's heart: i think so
085. Had your heart broken: erm...heart was alloy 1,never broke but u may mould
086. Been arrested: none
087. Cried when someone died: never,mayb i m cold blood 1
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: i think so
089. Yourself: truely i was not so care abt myself,
090. Miracles: it's wonderful
091. Love at first sight: it wont happen on me
092. Heaven: is terrestrial,if u let it to exist
093. Santa Claus: a hope
094. Tooth Fairy: an oral story
095. Kiss in the first date: nope
096. Angels: ....
Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : no
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: yeah,i did
099. Do you believe in God? : no,some ppl blieve God create human but i blieve God is created by human,n ought to be human
100. Post as 100 truths and tag people: u u u!u r tagged!!
002. Nickname(s): handsome(most common uses lo),gao wan,si eh kia
003. Age: 20
004. Horoscope: cancer
005. Male or Female: male
006. Elementary: Sin Kwang
007. Middle School: SMK Pengkalan lebai man,SMK Dato Bijaya Setia
008. High School: SMK Khir Johari
009. College School: none
010. Hair colour: Black but some highlight with white,kakaka
011. Long or Short: short
012. Loud or Quiet: loud when laughing,quiet when no mood
013. Sweats or Jeans: no jeans
014. Phone or Camera: phone
015. Health Freak: whole body joints in faulty condition,need a new skeleton
016. Drink or Smoke: cigrette will make me ill,drinks is a favour
017.Do you have a crush on someone: i think no
018. Eat or Drink: a set meal pls
019. Piercings: not allowed due to some superstition
020. Tattoos: never think abt tat
021. Social or Anti-Social: always social but dun like to join comunity stuff,jus prefering frenly gathering n outing
022. Righty or lefty: righty,left hand can only spinning pen n feed
023. First piercing: refer tag 019
024. First relationship: 2005
025. First Best Friend:left behind my head liao
026. First Award: cant remember,nursery school level ba.
027. First Kiss: girlfriend
028. First Pet: xiao huang
029. First Big Vacation: Genting KL trip during primary school,katak bawah tempurum
030. First Love at first sight: never happen on me
031. First Big Birthday: Never,hoho,always did for frens only
032. First Surgery: erm...nope
033. First sport you joined: running
034. Orange or Apple juice: always apple
035. Rock or Rap: rap ba,rock is mostly for palapes
036. Country or Screamo: country,prefering peace n nature
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: none
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: i dont knw much abt them
039. Night or Day: sometimes day sometimes noturnal
040. Sun or Moon: EcLIpSe
041. TV or Internet: 100%internet,nowaday ard hv online tv ma
042. Playstation or xbox: not a deal wit me
043. Kiss or hug: Hug
044. Iguana or turtle: hard to choose leh...
045. Spider or bee: spider,spider can catch bee ma(y asking?)
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: None
048. Soccer or baseball: i jus knw basketball,badminton
049. Eating: any nice food of the world
050. Drinking: H2O enough
051. Excitement level: laugh till stomach pain ok?
052. I'm about to: study
053. Listening to: rainning rhythm
054. Plan for today: swiss open final n study
055. Waiting for: erm...keep staying on optimis side
056. Energy Level: excessive till overheating bodysystem
057. Thinking of someone: yeah
058. Want kids?: not in my mind,not my level now
059. Want to get married?: if it's a happy pathway
060. When?: fate knws
061. How many kids do you want: also out of my level
062. Any name on the mind: after i study biodiversity then sure hv,no for now
063. What did you want to do: live happily
065. Mellow future or wild: wild type
066. Something you would never try: numerous
067. When do you want to die: when i hv to
Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: funny
070. Shorter or Taller?: short a bit lo,cos i m not "overheight" ma
071. Protective or Caring?: caring is enough for me
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: spontaneous as well,i m a dumb of romans
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: nice personality
074. Sensitive or Loud?: X_X
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: hesitant lo...
077. Muscular or normal: normal with active lifestyle
078. Kissed a stranger: no la, kena AIDS baru tau
079. Broken a bone: luckily never
080. Lost glasses or contacts: jus fine for me
081. Ran away from home: yup,my home never warm
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: no
083. Killed somebody: million of bacteria,small animal...ridiculous!
084. Broken some one's heart: i think so
085. Had your heart broken: erm...heart was alloy 1,never broke but u may mould
086. Been arrested: none
087. Cried when someone died: never,mayb i m cold blood 1
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: i think so
089. Yourself: truely i was not so care abt myself,
090. Miracles: it's wonderful
091. Love at first sight: it wont happen on me
092. Heaven: is terrestrial,if u let it to exist
093. Santa Claus: a hope
094. Tooth Fairy: an oral story
095. Kiss in the first date: nope
096. Angels: ....
Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : no
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: yeah,i did
099. Do you believe in God? : no,some ppl blieve God create human but i blieve God is created by human,n ought to be human
100. Post as 100 truths and tag people: u u u!u r tagged!!
Friday, March 13, 2009
huh...jus finish the ktt assignment...
i m crazy...the assignment isn't but i m abt to freak out,hah...
finally get it done,mayb sometime i m thinking over complicated when facing problem...
wondering y,mayb i was so used to face a lot of complicated stuff previously,tat changed me,so now my mind set with a lot of complex formulae,all those things under my sight will b more likely change into the complicated 1...haha,its dumb of me actly.
but anyway,i really dun mean to b tat,i jus like simple.simple thinking is so good...
problem=>analyse=>simplify=>solve ^^
i m crazy...the assignment isn't but i m abt to freak out,hah...
finally get it done,mayb sometime i m thinking over complicated when facing problem...
wondering y,mayb i was so used to face a lot of complicated stuff previously,tat changed me,so now my mind set with a lot of complex formulae,all those things under my sight will b more likely change into the complicated 1...haha,its dumb of me actly.
but anyway,i really dun mean to b tat,i jus like simple.simple thinking is so good...
problem=>analyse=>simplify=>solve ^^
Thursday, March 12, 2009
human being is always learning to sacrifice,how to sacrifice for d others.
from young,tat never knws,bother much,think abt others to grew up,u will gradually knw abt tis fact.if u knw it more,then u r mature more.
sacrifice is love,u r mean to do sacrifice when u r in love,u will gv the best for the one u love,how far u can sacrifice means how deep u r in love.yet,loving someone will no need his/her sacrifice. to let go someone u love is a greatest sacrifice.
bsides,success must need a lot of sacrifice,so no choice,u gotta knw which 1 is a sacrifice n another is yr aim.sacrifice will cause loss..think twice if u r not going to be sorry wit yr step.
sacrifice is life,u hv to sacrifice in order to achieve.
sacrifice for others is oso treat of life.
we must be the man which we need to be,not the man which we wanna be.
^^
from young,tat never knws,bother much,think abt others to grew up,u will gradually knw abt tis fact.if u knw it more,then u r mature more.
sacrifice is love,u r mean to do sacrifice when u r in love,u will gv the best for the one u love,how far u can sacrifice means how deep u r in love.yet,loving someone will no need his/her sacrifice. to let go someone u love is a greatest sacrifice.
bsides,success must need a lot of sacrifice,so no choice,u gotta knw which 1 is a sacrifice n another is yr aim.sacrifice will cause loss..think twice if u r not going to be sorry wit yr step.
sacrifice is life,u hv to sacrifice in order to achieve.
sacrifice for others is oso treat of life.
we must be the man which we need to be,not the man which we wanna be.
^^
Sunday, March 8, 2009
天色开始暗了，下雨了。。
下雨的时候，我的心情总会带些失落感。。
记得以前下雨时踏脚车是最爽的，淋着雨不管多大，骑多快，尽管淋啊！
现在就不喜欢下雨，下雨我不能骑摩托出门，也没得打球。。
那时我会无奈地看雨吧。。看着雨在下。。多久没真正淋雨了，很冷，不怕淋湿，就无忧无虑地冲快快。
我喜欢在小雨时跑步，大雨时踏脚车，很回味！
下雨的时候，我的心情总会带些失落感。。
记得以前下雨时踏脚车是最爽的，淋着雨不管多大，骑多快，尽管淋啊！
现在就不喜欢下雨，下雨我不能骑摩托出门，也没得打球。。
那时我会无奈地看雨吧。。看着雨在下。。多久没真正淋雨了，很冷，不怕淋湿，就无忧无虑地冲快快。
我喜欢在小雨时跑步，大雨时踏脚车，很回味！
Saturday, March 7, 2009
周末，我没在家，躲在宿舍的屋顶下，就一个人。
自己一个人空间多，空虚感也更真实了，这两天都是睡到十一点多，平时不喜欢迟醒的我就是找不到理由让自己早点醒来。
醒来后又不知道想做什么，想读书就是专心不了。
下载了几部电影，想看又没看了，自己一个人看就是很闷的，看了一下就不看了。
数学书开着，眼睛却对着电脑，无所事事地online了，时间就是这样的过了，我又老一天了。
没事做就睡觉，吃饭时间都忘了，喝水都饱了。
原来我不会哭了，
原来我经常忘了，
原来我也孤独了，
原来我已改变了，
原来的我生病了，
原来我已迷失了，
原来我爱逃避了，
原来不知所措了，
原来我很习惯了。
自己一个人空间多，空虚感也更真实了，这两天都是睡到十一点多，平时不喜欢迟醒的我就是找不到理由让自己早点醒来。
醒来后又不知道想做什么，想读书就是专心不了。
下载了几部电影，想看又没看了，自己一个人看就是很闷的，看了一下就不看了。
数学书开着，眼睛却对着电脑，无所事事地online了，时间就是这样的过了，我又老一天了。
没事做就睡觉，吃饭时间都忘了，喝水都饱了。
原来我不会哭了，
原来我经常忘了，
原来我也孤独了，
原来我已改变了，
原来的我生病了，
原来我已迷失了，
原来我爱逃避了，
原来不知所措了，
原来我很习惯了。
Friday, March 6, 2009
now,i m sad to say tat i hv a broken family,a broken spirit...
2day i gone home at noon,as usual,my mom keep on nagging to me again,i m really fed up to say tat pls stop tat to me,i was so incapable to solve her problem in fact,but she still wanna blow my head off,everything is mess up,crazy,wakao...
then surely will talk abt $,day n night she does is looking for money to pay for the debt.then when out of ways ard,her son can b as ATM liao lo,no matter early morning,day o nite,i hv to run for ATM in order to help her settle her debts.after tat,i will hear she say tq tq tq !....i m damn hate to hear tis word from her,jus dun like the way she say tq,the feeling,n tats not wat i need!!
yet her debt wasnt clear for tat,the snowball is jus getting bigger n heavier in fact!!wat i always pay is jus the interest of the debt,the income of the shark loaner.wondering how leh?i oso cant understand the way she control spending.so wat do u think as a son tat undergraduate can afford for?how many time u think i can cover for u??!!!yes,i knw u will finish up my acc till no figure if i let u knw tat i hv saving.
wat can i do?no uses to talk(i had tried so many times n 2day mayb my last time),she wont understand,jus knw ki siao only,uhuh,tis called big hell ! then how to settle problem, when will she think seriously abt tis?
um...i really come to crash when talking to her,so 2day jus less than 2 hr i been home,i cant stand tat anymore,no ki siao like tat in my eyes,so i decided to b hostel after visit my grandparent n gf.
but ting was not at home,nvm,jus dun let her c my sad tearful face...
when facing grandma,i was try hard to hold my tear,yet a bit sob at then,i dun wanna let grandma knws abt my sad stuff 1,cos she is old ard,dont wanna let her sad too,then quickly pretend into normal,hardly i did it...
um...i m no longer think so much abt tat,cos ard leave it here loudly,haha,so useful my blogger is.
2day i gone home at noon,as usual,my mom keep on nagging to me again,i m really fed up to say tat pls stop tat to me,i was so incapable to solve her problem in fact,but she still wanna blow my head off,everything is mess up,crazy,wakao...
then surely will talk abt $,day n night she does is looking for money to pay for the debt.then when out of ways ard,her son can b as ATM liao lo,no matter early morning,day o nite,i hv to run for ATM in order to help her settle her debts.after tat,i will hear she say tq tq tq !....i m damn hate to hear tis word from her,jus dun like the way she say tq,the feeling,n tats not wat i need!!
yet her debt wasnt clear for tat,the snowball is jus getting bigger n heavier in fact!!wat i always pay is jus the interest of the debt,the income of the shark loaner.wondering how leh?i oso cant understand the way she control spending.so wat do u think as a son tat undergraduate can afford for?how many time u think i can cover for u??!!!yes,i knw u will finish up my acc till no figure if i let u knw tat i hv saving.
wat can i do?no uses to talk(i had tried so many times n 2day mayb my last time),she wont understand,jus knw ki siao only,uhuh,tis called big hell ! then how to settle problem, when will she think seriously abt tis?
um...i really come to crash when talking to her,so 2day jus less than 2 hr i been home,i cant stand tat anymore,no ki siao like tat in my eyes,so i decided to b hostel after visit my grandparent n gf.
but ting was not at home,nvm,jus dun let her c my sad tearful face...
when facing grandma,i was try hard to hold my tear,yet a bit sob at then,i dun wanna let grandma knws abt my sad stuff 1,cos she is old ard,dont wanna let her sad too,then quickly pretend into normal,hardly i did it...
um...i m no longer think so much abt tat,cos ard leave it here loudly,haha,so useful my blogger is.
