听着胡彦斌的《不是不想》，心里还是想着要在如何是好。。。
第一次你妈提起为何没带你回家时，我还真的回答不出来，问题不是在你身上，如果我的家像你家一样那我早就带你回咯，我怕到头来是你比现在还失望吧！我的家人不容易相处的，况且家里又比战场还乱，这几年来，大年初一都以吵架声过的，你敢去吗？你还记得去年吗？我从新回来后都呆在你家，干麻我有家不回呢？因为我家过的不是新年啊！！！
我也不多解释给你听，只说了“对不起，希望你相信我”，三年了，你还不相信我吗？难道我像不认真吗？
参朋友过的新年就真的很开心了，但是面对着你时真的笑不出来，你对我的态度实在把我打入十八程地狱了，不是不想对你说我爱你，只是你的对待让我失去了那份情义，从不开心的家出来，还是面对着你的冷漠，你了解我吗？
初一，julie's house,
new year gathering of the geng!
yoyoyo....haiz,yik hwan n shing huey absent...sayang betui!!
ne....the guy bside me 1,ah seow came back from genting casino 1 lose to us,hehe...next time he wont host liao,i think.
初三，gathering of f6 classmates at oldtown.
no much changes after 1 year,LOL!
all the best in yrs study n careers!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
niu year niu year,happy niu year!!
1stly,i wish my family,pa,ma,阿公阿麼will b vy vy healthy la,wishing them长命百岁，新年发大财，烦恼少些来...
2ndly,wishing ting gets ahead to further study as she wants,then oso stay away from devil's sickness,开开心心每一天....
3rdly,blessing all my frenz,bros n sis,achieve their goals in all the fields,mice year cant achieve 1,cont with bigger efforts on tis coming ox year,aim sui sui then chiong chiong chiong!!may beautiful life awaiting u all ahead...stay away from sadness.
4thly,wat huh?uh..sure need some wishes for myself leh,wishing myself always lengzai la,doing well in study la,hv time to enjoy la,can eat more more delicious foods la,n bla bla bla...
hahaha,2moro biodiverse test leh,not getting myself prepare yet,wanna blogging somemore,wakaka...LOL
looking forward to niu year,hopefully can meet many old frenz tis holiday,longtime no c liao ma.
bye!祝福
1stly,i wish my family,pa,ma,阿公阿麼will b vy vy healthy la,wishing them长命百岁，新年发大财，烦恼少些来...
2ndly,wishing ting gets ahead to further study as she wants,then oso stay away from devil's sickness,开开心心每一天....
3rdly,blessing all my frenz,bros n sis,achieve their goals in all the fields,mice year cant achieve 1,cont with bigger efforts on tis coming ox year,aim sui sui then chiong chiong chiong!!may beautiful life awaiting u all ahead...stay away from sadness.
4thly,wat huh?uh..sure need some wishes for myself leh,wishing myself always lengzai la,doing well in study la,hv time to enjoy la,can eat more more delicious foods la,n bla bla bla...
hahaha,2moro biodiverse test leh,not getting myself prepare yet,wanna blogging somemore,wakaka...LOL
looking forward to niu year,hopefully can meet many old frenz tis holiday,longtime no c liao ma.
bye!祝福
Thursday, January 15, 2009
time clock at 2.25a.m ,
but still cant make myself go to bed,haha...recently always like tis,sometimes doing assignment,then finding stuff as supper(makan till kenyang baru boleh tidur mia),then facing computer screen by doing some silly,ikariam la...chinesecari la,facebook la,msn la,haha...no idea a.
actly doing idle can makes mind get into rest,peace,n no need to think much...hah,if can do tis always ,how nice!!tats means i'll hv more time no much hectic life for me,yea,i dun like that,i jus wanna b a little easy in future if can.
jus feeling like my life is getting complicated as time goes by...need to knw more,need to care about more,getting bigger burden bhind...
nonono...i cant miss myself...
en,life is namely like tis...
but still cant make myself go to bed,haha...recently always like tis,sometimes doing assignment,then finding stuff as supper(makan till kenyang baru boleh tidur mia),then facing computer screen by doing some silly,ikariam la...chinesecari la,facebook la,msn la,haha...no idea a.
actly doing idle can makes mind get into rest,peace,n no need to think much...hah,if can do tis always ,how nice!!tats means i'll hv more time no much hectic life for me,yea,i dun like that,i jus wanna b a little easy in future if can.
jus feeling like my life is getting complicated as time goes by...need to knw more,need to care about more,getting bigger burden bhind...
nonono...i cant miss myself...
en,life is namely like tis...
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
6/1/2009,
location :DK G,
a professor came to replace Dr. Aileen class,he was the lecturer i admired most in usm,in stead of doing lecture syllabus content,he does more on his personal experiences,kindly tell us some special behaviour of some animal tat v dont knw b4.his way of sharing experience was very laughable,funny lecture conducted.hehehe....
he was a person who is proud with his status as an ecologist,discover over those natural habitats of the earth,jus like Steve Darwin.
his coming has reminded me wat i m doing for my future,n why i m choosing this applied bio course.i know i like biology bcs biology is something regards to life.
recall abt my course outline provided here,can i success after graduate?did i learn something related to my future,no,i dont think so.so wat should i do?m i going to hv some true knowledge through applied bio course here?its hard now,study many nonsenses,really fed up with those unqualified lecture,jus can say it as wasting my time!!
eventhough its jus 50 mins in a lecture,but lecturer still can play a role in inspire student thinking but not jus reading slides by slides,jus like wat happening in many primary n secondary school.if they doing so,its better v reading ourselves,for wat purposes v going to lecture. hah,still can i see somebody is using video cam to record those lecturer "reading".LOL,poor local U..
well,i learnt 1 important manner of study,tats depends on our own efforts,in local U its like tis,go ahead of course study,learn more abt tis world going.
location :DK G,
a professor came to replace Dr. Aileen class,he was the lecturer i admired most in usm,in stead of doing lecture syllabus content,he does more on his personal experiences,kindly tell us some special behaviour of some animal tat v dont knw b4.his way of sharing experience was very laughable,funny lecture conducted.hehehe....
he was a person who is proud with his status as an ecologist,discover over those natural habitats of the earth,jus like Steve Darwin.
his coming has reminded me wat i m doing for my future,n why i m choosing this applied bio course.i know i like biology bcs biology is something regards to life.
recall abt my course outline provided here,can i success after graduate?did i learn something related to my future,no,i dont think so.so wat should i do?m i going to hv some true knowledge through applied bio course here?its hard now,study many nonsenses,really fed up with those unqualified lecture,jus can say it as wasting my time!!
eventhough its jus 50 mins in a lecture,but lecturer still can play a role in inspire student thinking but not jus reading slides by slides,jus like wat happening in many primary n secondary school.if they doing so,its better v reading ourselves,for wat purposes v going to lecture. hah,still can i see somebody is using video cam to record those lecturer "reading".LOL,poor local U..
well,i learnt 1 important manner of study,tats depends on our own efforts,in local U its like tis,go ahead of course study,learn more abt tis world going.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
yoyo,now 2008 has been a memory,and then come 2009 with new hopes,new targets,new year!
haha,2008 is fantastic to me,thx 2008!!muack!
review on it,i went singapore,a long stay there,wat i did at sg?hehe,jus working lo....every weekday 9am work till 6pm if no OT(oftenly till 9pm)then go home,dinner then slp.sometimes go for drinks wit EDWIN(he is always pay the bill,nice frenz there,i miss u!),keke,i loves heineken!then days passes by like tis,i m always wishing weekend to come faster during weekdays.but when weekend came,still cant find some interesting stuff to do,jus better tat get rid from working.well,ntg to do,so will go walk arnd and arnd!!hehe,mostly SOLO.solo to beach,shop,games,zoo,exhibition,most "kangko" stuff is solo while lunch and dinner,and etc.after all,i resigned,thx to Anthony,Vincent,Joseph,Rui,they taught me a lots of matters,thx...
erm...then arnd july i has been enroll for U intake,i get USM,so new destiny away from home is establish in USM.hehe,how to describe USM huh?well,i felt good with APEX's USM but not bcs of it's courses nor lecturer but frenz here,really happy sem1.the cls to b attended makes me felt boring,senseless,so i bcame "ponteng king",hahaha!then,i oso learnt swimming here,but jus can do frogstyle now,my shi fu is keat,leong,williams,n jian wei,haha,so many wor.it was great to knw many frenz here,machi together.hehe,thx to whose tat viewing tis,u r always nice to me.no frenz no life!
finally,come to 2009,i changed,no more cut cls,hehehe.....
i will b stronger than 2008's me,fully cherish my life,pursuit the happiness.
great day!
haha,2008 is fantastic to me,thx 2008!!muack!
review on it,i went singapore,a long stay there,wat i did at sg?hehe,jus working lo....every weekday 9am work till 6pm if no OT(oftenly till 9pm)then go home,dinner then slp.sometimes go for drinks wit EDWIN(he is always pay the bill,nice frenz there,i miss u!),keke,i loves heineken!then days passes by like tis,i m always wishing weekend to come faster during weekdays.but when weekend came,still cant find some interesting stuff to do,jus better tat get rid from working.well,ntg to do,so will go walk arnd and arnd!!hehe,mostly SOLO.solo to beach,shop,games,zoo,exhibition,most "kangko" stuff is solo while lunch and dinner,and etc.after all,i resigned,thx to Anthony,Vincent,Joseph,Rui,they taught me a lots of matters,thx...
erm...then arnd july i has been enroll for U intake,i get USM,so new destiny away from home is establish in USM.hehe,how to describe USM huh?well,i felt good with APEX's USM but not bcs of it's courses nor lecturer but frenz here,really happy sem1.the cls to b attended makes me felt boring,senseless,so i bcame "ponteng king",hahaha!then,i oso learnt swimming here,but jus can do frogstyle now,my shi fu is keat,leong,williams,n jian wei,haha,so many wor.it was great to knw many frenz here,machi together.hehe,thx to whose tat viewing tis,u r always nice to me.no frenz no life!
finally,come to 2009,i changed,no more cut cls,hehehe.....
i will b stronger than 2008's me,fully cherish my life,pursuit the happiness.
great day!
