我回来了

on 7:19 PM

一种经历,一种意思,一种体会。
我会希望今天会是晴天,不会下雨的冷天。
一路上,高速奔驰着,有点害怕,因为就快下雨了,但我知道我该有勇气地冲过去,冲过这场雨后就天晴了。
一路上都没雨,但地上依然是湿的,不敢加速,大概维持着100km/h左右罢了,我一路上都希望着这场雨会等我。
这四十几公里的路程,说长不长,就在大约半程时,刘德华的《冰雨》来了,每秒都有几百个小石头打在你身上的感觉,哇,爽!
看到很多骑士停下来了,我没停,因为我跟他们不一样的是我有那颗战斗心,我想冲过出去,冲出难关,得到天晴!回到家,我面对的就是雨天,回到槟城就是晴天!
最后我安全地在写这部落格了。雨天!我熬得过你!

i felt sorry

on 9:02 PM

actly...
i hv nothing big inside,i may look erogant,may look like acting ego,may look extra proud in front of ppl,mayb i speak louder than others,and i should act damn humble...
i felt apologize if i annoy someone in between,cos i really dont mean it.
everyone makes mistake right?emm,i did a mistake.so i m here get excuse from u all.
sorry for giving bad face to u guys...

wat fault?!

on 6:58 PM

how u act like when u r getting something helpless?
well,throw tantrum,get annoyed,emotional,bla bla,wont be my way.
wat i can do is to set my mind out of tat,dont think too much.haha~
sound hard to reach so huh?but its a good way,i dont like struggling.
u hv the patient,u stay calm and observe.
i blieve,when there is a will,its really a deal.it means,u really posses the great will.
something bad came,doesnt mean the world is down 4ever,u still survive.u still hv options!options to go on is either smile or sick?
ya,i prefer smile.
lastly,i think life is great cos there is someone for me,i smile after hug from her.

每一天都爱你多一些

on 11:44 PM

刚看了朋友的post,里面提到两个人在一起就会面对考验。
说得没错,经得起考验的感情才是真的,在一起就是要一同渡过开心与难关,对吧?
所以不能靠单方面的努力,感情是要双方面的付出与了解才有成果的。
就是这样,不必常把爱挂在口边,行动还是比较实在的。
喜欢一个人就要对她好,接受她的一切。
对我来说,要多点关怀对方,多点拥抱就够了。
我不懂浪漫,但我懂每天都爱你多一些。

blood donation

on 6:28 AM

haha,guess where is this?
yeah,it's bloody place,blood donation.
this girl bside me was 1st timer,haha,but have a lot of blood to donate la,she was so enjoy there.
me?old donor lor...but long time never do blood donation,at least 1 year i dont donate out my blood ard,so kedekut right?haha....
after withdrawal of estimately 300 ml,my face turned pale for a moment,haha...i m poor in health...but it's a nice day!^^




理解中

on 10:49 PM

顿时,我希望自己会变得更成熟。
现今的生活让我觉得世界太善变了,你太善变了。我有时会有种受不了的感觉,但是我想我还不成熟,我应该体会,谅解他人。我只想做到最好的自己。
就算一个人我也不会有事,因为习惯了,寂寞孤单还okay。
很多人总是那个失去后才懂得,我不会是。
如果我喜欢了,我会努力,我也会放手,然后等待。
我不赞成比较,勉强的事情,是你的,始终是你的,给点耐性吧!

烦啊。。

on 9:00 AM

烦。。
为什么说放手了,就还是不能放手?
四年的感情是真的吗?都过了,该不该珍惜都过了。。不想回头了,但为什么一收到她的信息就这样烦呢?
不该这样下去啊。。
上一段感情,我真的努力了,累了,不开心了那么久,分手不是很好吗?为什么不能洒脱点?爱到不爱了,你明白吗?
我在乎你是因为我曾经很爱你,但是现在你我都受伤了,我回不到以前的那个我了,你知道吗?你后悔,你想改,但你当初的对待已经吞没了我对你的爱,复合会有好结果吗?
我真的不好受,这我从来没说,因为一向来不好受我都不敢对你说,这是你给我的感觉。
这一刻很复杂,我快喘不过气了。。
两个人在一起,是很需要开心这个元素的。现在我给不到你开心了,你也一直在增加我的难过。
我够狠,可以不理你,我不喜欢hurt人,也不想说hurt你的话。
如今,我在这里说了,你听不到但希望你明白,你要好好过,离开我的世界。

dont judge me

on 4:11 AM

ppl living in the world,he should knw how gonna tolerate with the world,cos the world wont tolerate with him,thats so true.
i really dont care abt ppl's judgement,cos i hv it by myself.ppl's hv their thoughts,rules,but i m living on my own way.
thats y no necessary to care abt ppl's judgement.v jus cant control their thinking,their saying so wat fault to deal with it?
this aint mean tat i dont care abt others' feeling,but i jus hv my way.emm,i dont feel like to give ppl's reason wat i m doing now.
as long as i m good in my way,tats cool enough!
sometimes,there wont b always a favour,jus try to look at different angles,u will learn
something more abt it.

simple love

on 7:09 AM

to me,u r simple girl who makes me feel happy every single moment talking to u.u r quite special in yr stupidity way,hehe!tats nonsense speaking only.
emm...mayb thats how i will b missing u very often.
ya,the moment my life living so left out,alone,a suprise,i knw u.
since then,i hv a person to share.
when i m down i need u,truly,a simple chating with u is ard good comfort to me.
yup,i dont like to pretending any,i knew i love u.

我怎么了

on 8:59 AM

最近有种话说不出口,感觉表达不出来的感受。都不懂自己几时变得这样了…感觉很不自在,低落…这几天都是这样的,我变了,变得怎么了?不懂啊,很想一个人静静的想自己到底怎么了…

better man

on 9:03 AM

send someone to love me
i need to rest in arms
keep me safe fromharm
in pouring rain
give me endless summer
Lord i fear the cold
feel i'm getting old
before my time
as my soul heals the shame
i will grow through this pain
Lord i'm doing all i can
to be a better man
go easy on my conscience
cause it'snot my fault
i knw i've been taught
to take the blame
rest assured my angels
will catch my tears
walk me out of here
i'm in pain
as my soul heals the shame
i will grow through this pain
Lord i'm doing all i can
to be a better man
once you've found that lover
you're homeward bound
love is all around
love is all around
i know some have fallen
on stony ground
but love is all around
send someone to love me
i need to rest in arms
keep me safe from harm
in pouring rain
give me endless summer
Lord i fear the cold
feel i'm getting old
before my time
as my soul heals the shame
i will grow through this pain
Lord i'm doing all i can
to be a better man

anticipating

on 4:32 AM

very soon,semester break will come to d end.oh,wow...i jus realised i did ntg during holiday.
day n night playing dota only...ahah!wat a waste of time!n here i m writing tis post oso sensed tat i m too free to do so.
when recall my 1st year,i feel sorry abt my spending,its really too bad,i dint keep in control at all!sound serious?opss...it only show effects when yr pockets shaking empty!!hahaha!
i should bear in mind tat controlable spending only guarantee my saving wont exhaust.yes..jus cut off d unnecessary,save n save!i knw i should practise a better way of spending.
and to knw early,tis gonna b a tough semester,20 units to take care!!ouchs!!but,anyway,i will keep to my rule:work hard,play hard!^^
to the past,its actly a dreaming semester,byebye!
to the coming semester,i m so looking forward to it,its my jolly USM 2nd year.haha!!