relieve!!

on 4:30 AM

hehe~yo...i feel good!after the final exam,all exam papers done,exclude the BOI 105 paper tat come after practical.i like tis kind of feeling,lets start the fun!
so relax right now...stay away from exam finally...
although holiday hvnt start but i still hv a short trip to ipoh on 30/4,with my favourite buddy in USM,too bad tat byin is leaving us aeroplane...so nice la her!com'on,clap clap for her...well,its gonna hv a lot of fun there,cheers~
i plan to get some partime job along the holiday,hopefully there is vacancy la.
haha~if no job for me?i will hv my plan B,haha,i will spend the free time for my english,which is need to improve.i wanna graduate with a fluent tongue,in add,i hv to face english class for the coming semester so its better to brush up now.
between,my stamina oso gotta b improved,i was too weak in long run.must b stronger,so lets do more training,yep~swimming will b a good choices to training myself.then i can join penang bridge run again,yippi~
but most essential is my ankle's suffer,recently it start to pain n cant fully recover so far.teruk~

wat the shit!!

on 8:40 AM

after the discussion,i m still cant knw much abt calculus,wat the hell i m doing...
feeling like dying,fed up,failed...i resemble an idiot in calculus,so suffer...
i jus cant do well,even question came so easy,i m a numb in math,really...
so struggling through out,i m noob!i m shit!i m useless at all!
damn it!feeling so strong to kick off complicated math in life,so far i never use such a complicated math to solve any question i faced,it seem a lie to learn it in a hard way.i never enjoy much.in addition,the lecturer is my retarder,all the way teaching me to fail!n she was really cool n successful!
too lucky to get tis kind of lecturer,damn soi!!
today so soi,moto break down somemore,the clutch string break in half way back.
zzz!!!i need boxing!!!who can accompany?

the last standing warrior,MAA

on 6:45 AM

now,i standing solo to study MAA,i guess tis is the 1st time i pay serious attention on it.previously,i jus managed to play a fool,not listening in class nor tutorial,then how do u think wit my carry on revision?of course badly n madly in trouble...
hehe~so cool,last few days to study,but still resembles easy.if u ask me how's MAA to me now,my ans is still dying...i wanna study but really no ideas,each time i doing a dizzy spell come...
how how how~how to study MAA leh?sigh...crawling....mayday mayday~
the last standing warrior will b who?MAA o me?
x_x

the day of boredom

on 5:52 AM

very boring here...nothing i wanna do,n i m doing nothing...
recall yesterday,done biostat exam,not perform so well but jus can let it go...
then go for badminton,wah...fun!i need badminton game so much in life!but my right leg still in pain,useless la!
then night v go for dinner with the gang but without hg-keat,joanne,peg,nianian,so jus four ppl:leong,ivan,byin n i.v went long buoy makan,huhu...then playing doTA with the guys,unfortunately the game going to b so lag.bo siok 1...but 2day cant play anymore,it will generate more guilty in me,haha!
today slpt a lot n dint go for sport cos leg still pain,haiz...how to recover...
now i must start pick up for my calculus,my mind math level still fail in calculus,jus "k" it!

19/4

on 5:16 AM

回到宿舍又是要读书啦,没什么事做就读书咯。。。
边读边唱歌,就着样到半夜,然后就去睡觉,哈哈,基本上每天都是这样过的,白天上课晚上就很无聊的呆在电脑前读书一下~听听歌~然后就这样地过了一天。
今天去了pisa的pc fair,可以说是浪费了一老半天时间去那跟人拥挤吧,哈!在那看到很多promoter在努力的推销,不仅让我想起去年我也去了pc fair打工的日子,很累,从有声讲到喉咙没声了还是要拼,哈!是一种体会!
很不喜欢sales的我,为了赚点pocket money所以去尝试了这种工作,的确是感受到钱难赚啊!嘻嘻,其实也做挺开心的!学到不少东西的。。。嘻,我还连续三天拿top sales呢!
呵呵,话说回来,今天也不例外的,又会看点书然后facebook,msn,唱歌,哈哈~
就是这样平平凡凡地过日子了,轻轻松松的也蛮不错嘛!

17/4

on 7:22 PM

uhuh~
ecology paper is done,next coming up paper is biostatistic n calculus,am jus worry that i would screw up on calculus as i did,in previous small tests.
the paper scope is quite small,jus few topics to cover but i wasnt manage it in good way,seldom touch on it,tats y result was poor,sigh~nono,not anymore,gotta brush up harder for now!
tis time,i understand the condition tat how i hv gone through the exam,with little efforts,biodiversity n ecology are more or less dying,so now hv to heal it,but doing better in the coming paper.the papers arent a nonsense to me now,jus biodiverse was.
anyway,i must get myself to b recharged n focus on study!beat it!

考试期

on 6:33 AM

很久没写部落格咯,这几天都在准备考试所以没写,现在比较有心情写啦。
今天才是第一天开考,我们applied bio的就考两科了,但是最迟考完的应该也是我们吧,哈哈!考了无机化学和biodiversity化学还ok,biodiversity就废废地,所以我也答得很废废,嘻嘻!
我总觉得念书只人生的一部分,在念书的过程中会学到很多东西,除了书中所记载的,还有很多很多。在马来西亚,念书的过程中我们最常被考的都是记忆,该记的,不该记的都要记,但是我们就是忘了要变通,时代不同了,你多厉害被也不可能比得上电脑的。所以还须要一直考记忆力吗?
哈哈,我不说读书过程中会学到很多书外的东西吗?对了,今天的我更学会“看开”了,呵呵。。虽然biodiversity都不会答,但我还是好心情地走出来,还是第一个走出去的,以其在里面写废话,不如早一小时出来,浪费了个sem的学废废的biodiversity了,更不要浪费多一小时在它啦,嘻嘻。。
人生不必太执着,人生一定是要以好成绩来证明自己吗?但事实上好成绩的文凭会增添生活的色彩吗?要我背那些废废的东西以便考好得成绩,我办不到,拿了A又怎么样,只不过是一科废废的biodiversity。
不是消极,只是我不喜欢死读书。
哈哈,好吧,大家都加油啦!努力考好sem 2,过后就可以轻松地假期啦!

pocket crashing

on 5:20 AM

i think i was doomed to be poor,it's my fate to be away of money...
tis time handphone malfunction,the repairing cost,take me at least hundred and abv...so poor ard,now come tis so expensive stuff,i really feel sorry to it.
come on,tell me how to save money? my money will jus pop off like tat,every month sure hv a way to spend away a big sum!wat a crazy happening stuff la!
haiz...damn sad...wat i gonna do leh?with tat,it's not impossible for me to spend over 1k per month,last 2 month i spent 2k,but i owned nothing in d end!
i wonder how i m going to survive in the following month,wat to do...
well,will i die bcs of no money?till now d answer is NO but i was so tired to deal with it ard.
i had learnt to b a happy 1 no matter i was rich o poor at the moment.
pls bless those stuff abt money piss off from me.
WALAO~~

5/4

on 10:12 AM

早上六点多起身,载妹去上学,然后就和公公去喝茶吃点心,一样的,又是吃得很饱。
回家后就跟铭和贤去拜阿亮,这个朋友我已然还想你,你好吗?
过后就去巴士车站喝搅冰,边喝边聊了很多,哈哈!很喜欢跟朋友得空时坐在一起聊,很开心。
之后回家,无所事事的,就玩shodoku,第一次玩,原来数独是这样好玩一下的!哈哈!过后就睡觉啦,无聊到很困叻。
回家一天,现在我又要离家啦,爸妈你们都保重!
b,今天都没跟你聊天,是不是我怕了没话讲,应该是吧!不懂怎么说,我更不懂为何你对我总是这样,你有想过要改吗?冷。。。所以不敢找你了。
下午也下了很大的雷雨,你知道此刻我更想你吗?我知道你怕打雷,很想在你身边要你别怕,记得以前每次打雷我都会特别地想起你,告诉你别怕,我的心飞去陪你了。呵呵,此刻我们都孤单了,你也没回我信息了。
你说很想回到以前那样,我也很想,很想说我好爱你!
时间陵晨一点多了,dear晚安!

no way out?

on 6:50 AM

life is a little bitter if u'r facing some helpless.
tats true when u can do nothing for it,jus hv no way abt it.
something needs rather awareness,i knw tats not own by everybody of course,so....
when there is no good to b spoke out,then it's getting stuck.cos ard lacking of self-awareness.
anyway,i will always b a reminder of my own,judge over myself time to time,searching my mistake,my blind weakness...to ensure to i'm going with pleasure n be a favour to the surrounding.
last time i used to throw tantrum when i was helpless,showing up like bad mood n hot temper.but i realised tats a stupid way,wat false if the thing u ald cant fix it then still force yrself to bear in mind?y dont jus let it b!
i hv make a little bit changes,no longer struggle hard for those problem tat hv no way to fix.sigh...jus let it b...i still stay calm,leave it,tats the exit when there is no way out,bcs u cant help to do any.
so i say goodbye to it n forget abt it.