the vision

on 11:33 PM

when u r thinking of yr vision,could u ever seperate it from wealth?
some will say they dont know what is their vision,thats kind of poor life,they dont even hv one.thats really pity...
some will say i wanna live in a medium house,medium car with my love one rather than be a rich guy.
some will say: "i wanna be rich,i m inspired to spend my life in luxury way,i wanna be the one affordable for anything i want."
but how far is consider good life?
actly everything is connected,good life come with health and wealth.
outside yr protected hunt,everything is realistic as materialistic.
yeah,i heard many they would like to drive local proton car is enough to live,the reason is they dont need more,they r not happy to get more,its aprreciation.
in fact,i do not think only that way,actly life is not only for fighting for either BMW or proton.
but the mean of yr lifestyle,let say there is an emergency,and u need a big sum,so will u sell over yr proton or yr house to settle the problem since yr pay for even few years wont be able to reach that number.
but no,life isnt a just fight for choosing a proton or BMW,u actly need to pay for everything better for reason.
with no doubt,u need to hv the money for everything,mayb u wanna buy a ring to propose,u need to cover yr family by insurance,or u need to travel then all u need is money.
what i wanna express here is money is powerful,its powerful enough to bring freedom or take away the freedom.
lets come to real life,spending almost 8 hours a day working is the trend of living now.
for getting promotion,increasement of salary,perhaps hv to work harder.
but sometimes,even how hard u work,u only managed to earn the number for the house & car loans,insurance,and some living spending,meanwhile,u gave away yr time,yr freedom.
but there is little portion of people didnt work that way to live,they didnt exchange their freedom.
they buy people freedom to work for them and they own their time to spend.
this is gonna be my life.
my vision is set myself free from working hard,and do what i enjoy with..

笑我笨

on 6:08 AM

怎样的人才算聪明,怎样才是笨?
占上风,占优势的人算是聪明,而处处忍让他人,不多计较的人便是笨?
到今天我还不懂...
不懂得占便宜,不用大声唬人就被笑笨,这什么想法啊?
唉,今天我深深感受到自己实在是“不会做人”!
笑我笨,笑我天真,也许吧!
做人其实不容易,要真心更不容易,不一定有人领情了。
自问身边人有多几个是真心良伴,有多几个是手足?
假情假意的到时多,对啦,伪装是种自我保护。
得好好向人学习做人啦。

grey

on 4:14 AM

the day is grey today.
its like alone,i wondered if human need anything to live?
everything seems fake,i dont know what i got to do.
felt so conflicted.
i tasted the stress,i felt the cold,i was desolated.
i'm injured.
lost in my way.