if u tell 10 people if got a problem,7 will dont care and 3 are glad u hv the problem.
it is very true,that v r the one who care about our own.
hardly find one care u from a group of people called friend,merely friend.
people are thinking more about wat they will hv their lunch than they think about u.
true right?
i know some friend are playing a role like a trader in bussiness.
they r dealing with u like a bussiness deal.
when u no longer offering a good deal,opss...sorry,they turn out.
tats wat in my mind lately,mayb i was too late to realise tis.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
看见阿ma躺在病床上，含糊地说话，不时喘着，连呼吸都叹气，我真的呆了。
她老人家很费心的养大了孩子，刻苦耐劳地把孩子带大成家了，自己就老去了，也没什么机会享福啊。
她老人家没受过何等教育，不认识字，却把家管得很好，在我爸还小时是路边摊卖面卖冰水的。
我曾问她为何脚上的几根趾甲是畸形的，其实是因为当时工作被大冰条摔伤，好不起来。
现在老了，几次自己剪脚趾甲还不察觉到流血，被工人看到了才发现。
阿ma从小看着我们长大，从婴儿般的幼小到长大成人，一点都不简单。
现在孙子大了，不但不孝顺，反而还要她老人家操心，就连睡在病床上了还念着不放心我家人。
顿时，无言多说，静静地看着她，发现她又老了许多，现在连背热要自行转身都无能为力。
看久了，眼红了，抬不起头。
她老人家的教训我不敢不听，说的不是什么大道理，不过却是她亲身经历的经验。
生老病死是无法避免的，我也希望阿公阿ma可以安心地度过晚年。
她老人家很费心的养大了孩子，刻苦耐劳地把孩子带大成家了，自己就老去了，也没什么机会享福啊。
她老人家没受过何等教育，不认识字，却把家管得很好，在我爸还小时是路边摊卖面卖冰水的。
我曾问她为何脚上的几根趾甲是畸形的，其实是因为当时工作被大冰条摔伤，好不起来。
现在老了，几次自己剪脚趾甲还不察觉到流血，被工人看到了才发现。
阿ma从小看着我们长大，从婴儿般的幼小到长大成人，一点都不简单。
现在孙子大了，不但不孝顺，反而还要她老人家操心，就连睡在病床上了还念着不放心我家人。
顿时，无言多说，静静地看着她，发现她又老了许多，现在连背热要自行转身都无能为力。
看久了，眼红了，抬不起头。
她老人家的教训我不敢不听，说的不是什么大道理，不过却是她亲身经历的经验。
生老病死是无法避免的，我也希望阿公阿ma可以安心地度过晚年。
seeing everybody heading back to their hometown, but not me.
not bcs of its distance, not bcs of i had forgotten address, not bcs of i hv no hometown.
i hv hometown,it is Sungai Petani,Kedah.
i lived there for arnd 20 years till now.
actly,there is no place i had ever familiar with and will never get lost except there.
i was not born in there but used to grew up there.
there,place me to go school,i meet friend,but now what?
i hv no reason to return there.
yes,of course there is reason for me not to return.
so i didnt manage to catch up any party,gathering or a good time with my parent.
what to do?
i dont really blaming what is happening.
just let it b.
not bcs of its distance, not bcs of i had forgotten address, not bcs of i hv no hometown.
i hv hometown,it is Sungai Petani,Kedah.
i lived there for arnd 20 years till now.
actly,there is no place i had ever familiar with and will never get lost except there.
i was not born in there but used to grew up there.
there,place me to go school,i meet friend,but now what?
i hv no reason to return there.
yes,of course there is reason for me not to return.
so i didnt manage to catch up any party,gathering or a good time with my parent.
what to do?
i dont really blaming what is happening.
just let it b.
Monday, November 23, 2009
believe it or not,facebook & msn have became there place to complain about.
many words are pointing others' mistakes, stabbing one's back,but grumbling tat kind of feeling dont help.
yeah,they meant they are sad, and they only to say: "i m a freak,argh..."and thats all.
dont u think tat its funny if the people only know to point out here and there is the problem,but never take into consideration on what the hell for doing so.
looking for solution is better than crawling that much!
come on,u hv grew up,and know how to complain only.
should lead yr own way.
telling people how pity how crazy is not an idea,u need to find out.
yr own happiness is on yr hand.
alright,it seems that everyone is in trouble?
no!there is no trouble when u dont think it is.
normally, people seldom be grateful, they rather look up vulnerability.
pls lah!wake up and look around,there is no big deal,just take the pleasure.
grumbling is such disgusting.
be thanksgiving,be grateful.
人总是在最后才知道原来谁最好，其实最好的就在于你有没有去把握。
many words are pointing others' mistakes, stabbing one's back,but grumbling tat kind of feeling dont help.
yeah,they meant they are sad, and they only to say: "i m a freak,argh..."and thats all.
dont u think tat its funny if the people only know to point out here and there is the problem,but never take into consideration on what the hell for doing so.
looking for solution is better than crawling that much!
come on,u hv grew up,and know how to complain only.
should lead yr own way.
telling people how pity how crazy is not an idea,u need to find out.
yr own happiness is on yr hand.
alright,it seems that everyone is in trouble?
no!there is no trouble when u dont think it is.
normally, people seldom be grateful, they rather look up vulnerability.
pls lah!wake up and look around,there is no big deal,just take the pleasure.
grumbling is such disgusting.
be thanksgiving,be grateful.
人总是在最后才知道原来谁最好，其实最好的就在于你有没有去把握。
Friday, November 6, 2009
3rd sem at USM.
i had been introduced to investment.
i changed,to know more about fiscal,which i will realise just after graduate.
previously, i was not really like to read on what news, economy acticles, politics, global issues,and so on.i felt like its complicated, overwhelming.
but now,i take heed.
started to interpret what is going on out there,out of my games and books.
dont think it not related to u.
what people thinks, must not necessary to be yours thought,but learn something about it.
watch it and learn from the causes and errors.
i realised,from people's perspective,we can adapt and build our own view.
their survey,theory could be helpful.
finally,what is money?
before,i look at money and i found that its a value that afford me to buy and spend in life.
realising after graduation,i will the responsibility to earn money,how to earn?
being either white-collar or blue-collar is not my eyes, they are money slave.
despite of an exchangable value,money is a tool.
in short,its a leveragable tool.
by now,i dont think that i m investor,i m still a learner.
i had been introduced to investment.
i changed,to know more about fiscal,which i will realise just after graduate.
previously, i was not really like to read on what news, economy acticles, politics, global issues,and so on.i felt like its complicated, overwhelming.
but now,i take heed.
started to interpret what is going on out there,out of my games and books.
dont think it not related to u.
what people thinks, must not necessary to be yours thought,but learn something about it.
watch it and learn from the causes and errors.
i realised,from people's perspective,we can adapt and build our own view.
their survey,theory could be helpful.
finally,what is money?
before,i look at money and i found that its a value that afford me to buy and spend in life.
realising after graduation,i will the responsibility to earn money,how to earn?
being either white-collar or blue-collar is not my eyes, they are money slave.
despite of an exchangable value,money is a tool.
in short,its a leveragable tool.
by now,i dont think that i m investor,i m still a learner.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
珍惜究竟是什么？
我不会形容，因为我还学不会。
说倒容易，但想到做到真不容易。
干！这下子，很无奈，茫然着做什么都不起劲。
实在是软弱。
好想过这痛痛快快的日子。
像现在这样，哭又哭不出来，闷着。
想找人聊，也找不到。
今晚的心情完了，静静地在此写下。
有人知道吗？
读书不行，睡也睡不着，听歌《我真的受伤了》-张学友
我不会形容，因为我还学不会。
说倒容易，但想到做到真不容易。
干！这下子，很无奈，茫然着做什么都不起劲。
实在是软弱。
好想过这痛痛快快的日子。
像现在这样，哭又哭不出来，闷着。
想找人聊，也找不到。
今晚的心情完了，静静地在此写下。
有人知道吗？
读书不行，睡也睡不着，听歌《我真的受伤了》-张学友
