my new converse wallet,i would like to appreciate it much.thx u,dear!^^
Monday, August 31, 2009
my new converse wallet,i would like to appreciate it much.thx u,dear!^^
Saturday, August 29, 2009
previously,i realised tat caring to others,sacrifice to ownself to help our love ones is great.
but recently i realised whether i shall ask myself:do u ever think abt u,yrself?
the answer is NOT exactly do.
i would like to betray my soul to attempt someone's need.
tats wat in my blood,i couldnt eliminate tis characteristic,i dont ever think abt myself until now!
i started to knw tat i must care abt own benefits too.
perhaps,i grew more mature,more rational to protect myself ard.
tis is the phase for me to go through,go through tat when u r growing up...
it'snt acting cold-blooded,but i jus cant concern more,i was not hoping for rebate,indeed,jus hoping ones will attain his/her best life.
there is someone even how nice u put on,he/she jus dont knw.
i wondered,i was wrong but with right move i did,i was wrong bcs there is a bond between us.
dont matter how sad,i hv to set a new thought-dont sacrifice too much to someone tat never appreciate u,then u wont feel hurt.^^
but recently i realised whether i shall ask myself:do u ever think abt u,yrself?
the answer is NOT exactly do.
i would like to betray my soul to attempt someone's need.
tats wat in my blood,i couldnt eliminate tis characteristic,i dont ever think abt myself until now!
i started to knw tat i must care abt own benefits too.
perhaps,i grew more mature,more rational to protect myself ard.
tis is the phase for me to go through,go through tat when u r growing up...
it'snt acting cold-blooded,but i jus cant concern more,i was not hoping for rebate,indeed,jus hoping ones will attain his/her best life.
there is someone even how nice u put on,he/she jus dont knw.
i wondered,i was wrong but with right move i did,i was wrong bcs there is a bond between us.
dont matter how sad,i hv to set a new thought-dont sacrifice too much to someone tat never appreciate u,then u wont feel hurt.^^
Thursday, August 27, 2009
now,listening to canon in d,so relaxing...
although 2moro still a school day but i guess i hv ard in "merdeka" mood!
haha,so happy since few tests are done.
simply,i feel like going into holiday more even jus 3days off for me.
wanna hv a break for myself,wanna rest more...
i really like to able to hv freetime to spend in between.
yeah,its gonna be a good weekend.
although 2moro still a school day but i guess i hv ard in "merdeka" mood!
haha,so happy since few tests are done.
simply,i feel like going into holiday more even jus 3days off for me.
wanna hv a break for myself,wanna rest more...
i really like to able to hv freetime to spend in between.
yeah,its gonna be a good weekend.
Monday, August 24, 2009
the thing i learnt 2day is abt dreams & goals.
many ppl hv dreams but successful ppl hv goals.
wat is actly different between dreams and goals?
every goal has a process.
in order to achieve wat u want in life,u need to have a process tat lead u to achieve yr goals.
ppl fail to make their dream come true bcs they do not focus on the necessary process to achieve their dream.
dream is something has no process,it remains as dream.
so,instead of jus dreaming,v need to find out the process tat teach u how to success.
when u r talking abt dream,dont jus dreaming,find out a way tat lead u to it.
the process is the key.a goal without a process will remain a dream.
many ppl hv dreams but successful ppl hv goals.
wat is actly different between dreams and goals?
every goal has a process.
in order to achieve wat u want in life,u need to have a process tat lead u to achieve yr goals.
ppl fail to make their dream come true bcs they do not focus on the necessary process to achieve their dream.
dream is something has no process,it remains as dream.
so,instead of jus dreaming,v need to find out the process tat teach u how to success.
when u r talking abt dream,dont jus dreaming,find out a way tat lead u to it.
the process is the key.a goal without a process will remain a dream.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
this world comprise of so many truth and fakes,and its mixed arnd us!
v hv no choices to escape all tis reality,cos v r living in it.
v dont control ppl 's mind,spreading nor rumour,but v can set ourself clear.
knwing well the situation by own analysis,not listen to others.
u knw why?sometimes even wat u c in front of u could be fake oso,so how if jus ppl's saying?
yup,tats y,actly i feel tat bother much abt ppl's saying is not necessary.
cos they may hv an unclear analysis,then mislead by others,so?
its actly better to hv our own perspective all the time,cos u aint owning the world thinking but jus owning yr way of life.
v hv no choices to escape all tis reality,cos v r living in it.
v dont control ppl 's mind,spreading nor rumour,but v can set ourself clear.
knwing well the situation by own analysis,not listen to others.
u knw why?sometimes even wat u c in front of u could be fake oso,so how if jus ppl's saying?
yup,tats y,actly i feel tat bother much abt ppl's saying is not necessary.
cos they may hv an unclear analysis,then mislead by others,so?
its actly better to hv our own perspective all the time,cos u aint owning the world thinking but jus owning yr way of life.
Friday, August 21, 2009
while ppl working deep hard to achieve something tat usual person will undergo, i noticed myself not the one always following the rules .
it doesnt mean tat i like to against the rules but i tend to figure out my own perspective, my own rule .
i always like to think why i must follow ppl step? repeating ppl moves, tat y i m writing tis post .
i m not the person who finding for trouble, nor imaginary.
i was so disgusting abt blindly following style,wat fault to follow others without our own consideration?
aint tat our life should be determine by our own?
haha,i frequently felt sad to face my syllabus tat giving me tones of pointless study.
well..i jus hv to follow ppl's step tat swallow the terms tat i hv no ideas at all but still in order to pass exam and then graduate.
so so so....i m insist to learn something can be applicable in future, and i found it outside my bacteria,fungus,virus books.
purpose of study is to be a knowledgable person tat success in future carreer,right?
i guess not,while taking tis degree,i guess i learn only so little.
too lame to say tat the notes,lectures given were so pointless.how pity...
so let say u score 4-flat in tis kind of education status,will u say tat u r a graduate with knowledge?
i dont dare...
i guess 4-flater and moderate passer are no big difference except the result sheet.LOL~
so now,dont only study academic syllabus,better packing myself with extra knowledges,learn more other than "applied" bio,so tat i can get it applied one day i walk out University!!
it doesnt mean tat i like to against the rules but i tend to figure out my own perspective, my own rule .
i always like to think why i must follow ppl step? repeating ppl moves, tat y i m writing tis post .
i m not the person who finding for trouble, nor imaginary.
i was so disgusting abt blindly following style,wat fault to follow others without our own consideration?
aint tat our life should be determine by our own?
haha,i frequently felt sad to face my syllabus tat giving me tones of pointless study.
well..i jus hv to follow ppl's step tat swallow the terms tat i hv no ideas at all but still in order to pass exam and then graduate.
so so so....i m insist to learn something can be applicable in future, and i found it outside my bacteria,fungus,virus books.
purpose of study is to be a knowledgable person tat success in future carreer,right?
i guess not,while taking tis degree,i guess i learn only so little.
too lame to say tat the notes,lectures given were so pointless.how pity...
so let say u score 4-flat in tis kind of education status,will u say tat u r a graduate with knowledge?
i dont dare...
i guess 4-flater and moderate passer are no big difference except the result sheet.LOL~
so now,dont only study academic syllabus,better packing myself with extra knowledges,learn more other than "applied" bio,so tat i can get it applied one day i walk out University!!
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
人生就像游泳，当你越挣扎，你就会越往下沉。
当你冷静了，学会放松后，你才发现原来人自有浮力，浮得起就游得自如了。
就是这样，可能学习放松的这堂课是必备的基础，用平常心去面对，其实再难也可以的！
最近很压力，然后慢慢地感受到这个道理。
每一天你面对的事情都是一种挑战，一种考验！
你有可能会受到挫折，奥恼，挣扎了起来。。
我想，其实它只不过失一个过程，可能会来得辛苦，但也是因为这样，它是一种领悟。
今天可能你被受到挫折了，你不妨看开点，其实它是一个过程，让你领悟人生的过程。
我经常都这样想，因为当你面对着不在自己操纵范围以内的，请不必烦恼中俳徊啦，耐心地等待就是一种方式！
哎呀，活得自在，过得自在就好了。
当你冷静了，学会放松后，你才发现原来人自有浮力，浮得起就游得自如了。
就是这样，可能学习放松的这堂课是必备的基础，用平常心去面对，其实再难也可以的！
最近很压力，然后慢慢地感受到这个道理。
每一天你面对的事情都是一种挑战，一种考验！
你有可能会受到挫折，奥恼，挣扎了起来。。
我想，其实它只不过失一个过程，可能会来得辛苦，但也是因为这样，它是一种领悟。
今天可能你被受到挫折了，你不妨看开点，其实它是一个过程，让你领悟人生的过程。
我经常都这样想，因为当你面对着不在自己操纵范围以内的，请不必烦恼中俳徊啦，耐心地等待就是一种方式！
哎呀，活得自在，过得自在就好了。
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
until 2day then i knw how stress is't.
when i feeling stress,a lot of acnes will appear on face.tats the most significant symptom,now i realised.the pimples caused by stress...
the 2nd symptom is dream talking,i jus realised tat i spoke nonsense every night recently.
i hv no mood now,feeling so lost when i m stress...
quite a long time not going for jogging la.
ar...my mind is totally blank now.
knw i have to throw away those worries,but merely i did..
when i feeling stress,a lot of acnes will appear on face.tats the most significant symptom,now i realised.the pimples caused by stress...
the 2nd symptom is dream talking,i jus realised tat i spoke nonsense every night recently.
i hv no mood now,feeling so lost when i m stress...
quite a long time not going for jogging la.
ar...my mind is totally blank now.
knw i have to throw away those worries,but merely i did..
Sunday, August 16, 2009
最近都活在压力下，总是忍着，冷静地去解决一些问题。
虽然很生气，不甘，失望，但面对的必竟是得设法来解决问题。
生气是不明白为什么总是把事情搞得一团糟，任何时候都不想后果，办事能烂到。。。爆啊！！
不甘是因为我的劝告从来都被当成“风”，直到现在还是不知悔改。。
失望，又灰心，心碎了几十次。。。都不说了，麻木了，对你太失望了。
真的希望过比较简单的日子，不想每天都烦恼啊，我不敢回家就是这样，也许我在逃避，只能逃避，因为我真的无能为力了，只不过是个大学生。
虽然很生气，不甘，失望，但面对的必竟是得设法来解决问题。
生气是不明白为什么总是把事情搞得一团糟，任何时候都不想后果，办事能烂到。。。爆啊！！
不甘是因为我的劝告从来都被当成“风”，直到现在还是不知悔改。。
失望，又灰心，心碎了几十次。。。都不说了，麻木了，对你太失望了。
真的希望过比较简单的日子，不想每天都烦恼啊，我不敢回家就是这样，也许我在逃避，只能逃避，因为我真的无能为力了，只不过是个大学生。
Thursday, August 13, 2009
recently,i'm wondering in life,wat is actly a fren?
how do u value fren?
is that they r only important when they r needed?
or they r always important in yr life?
do u feel like anything happen they will jus blieve on u,stand 2gether with u without any doubt,assist u mayb not the most desired way but the best way they hv.
isn't a true fren is a caring,understanding enough to u?
do they count mistake on u?
do they lend u a hand when u need?
or only the 1 who appear to share happiness but apart from u when in trouble?
ahuh,a good fren actly is not the 1 who give u big smile everyday,but giving u the feeling of honesty when u look through their eyes,they r appreciating u so much.
to me,i m giving all my fren 100%,cos they ought to hv it,but they oso hv their way to deduct it.
if u really found someone not only give u a tissue when crying but a firm shoulder,a warm hand,pls dont lost them.
v only live once.and that coded the duration of the frenship.
how do u value fren?
is that they r only important when they r needed?
or they r always important in yr life?
do u feel like anything happen they will jus blieve on u,stand 2gether with u without any doubt,assist u mayb not the most desired way but the best way they hv.
isn't a true fren is a caring,understanding enough to u?
do they count mistake on u?
do they lend u a hand when u need?
or only the 1 who appear to share happiness but apart from u when in trouble?
ahuh,a good fren actly is not the 1 who give u big smile everyday,but giving u the feeling of honesty when u look through their eyes,they r appreciating u so much.
to me,i m giving all my fren 100%,cos they ought to hv it,but they oso hv their way to deduct it.
if u really found someone not only give u a tissue when crying but a firm shoulder,a warm hand,pls dont lost them.
v only live once.and that coded the duration of the frenship.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
i guess my part timer life is gonna begin.
a little bit more busy to me..i gonna fight all the way for money like most human being do.
although i will be tire,although i hv to carry on my studies,but i guess it wont be a bad thing too.
i jus a little bit more earlier than others to start thinking of money-making.
it must not a bad thing,fromat least i m exposed earlier to knw more abt money.
it will probably train me to take time efficiently.
a little bit more busy to me..i gonna fight all the way for money like most human being do.
although i will be tire,although i hv to carry on my studies,but i guess it wont be a bad thing too.
i jus a little bit more earlier than others to start thinking of money-making.
it must not a bad thing,fromat least i m exposed earlier to knw more abt money.
it will probably train me to take time efficiently.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
today is a good day,i'm writing tis post bcos of tis.
the date has some meaning bhind,do u all knw,its the day i be with a girl for a month.it means a lot.
she is a kind of funny girl to me,always make me feel happy and warm.
dear,do u knw,u r a good girl to me. simply drag me out of the sad part of the world.
u knw,u can actly be my dopamine,my source of happiness,seriously,when my day is down,yr voice will be a good heal to me.its like telling me to be easy.
i need yr existance in my life,yr voice that makes me feel everything can be simple,oso yr hand that hold my hand firmly.
emm..i can simply miss u all the time,even jus few minute v jus meet.
dear, i'm not a romantic guy,yet, i wish to be yr good boy.u r not everything to me but u r the one i wish to take care,and go on with.no matter wat,i will be there for u.
c u 2nite.
the date has some meaning bhind,do u all knw,its the day i be with a girl for a month.it means a lot.
she is a kind of funny girl to me,always make me feel happy and warm.
dear,do u knw,u r a good girl to me. simply drag me out of the sad part of the world.
u knw,u can actly be my dopamine,my source of happiness,seriously,when my day is down,yr voice will be a good heal to me.its like telling me to be easy.
i need yr existance in my life,yr voice that makes me feel everything can be simple,oso yr hand that hold my hand firmly.
emm..i can simply miss u all the time,even jus few minute v jus meet.
dear, i'm not a romantic guy,yet, i wish to be yr good boy.u r not everything to me but u r the one i wish to take care,and go on with.no matter wat,i will be there for u.
c u 2nite.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
i dont like any attitude,pls dont ever show me tis!
pls,i jus cant accept tis kind of emotion.
watever u be,i can, may good enough to take any doubt on me,i can forbear a lot,but not any attitude problem,u dont show tis in front of me..
i jus dont like ppl throw tantrum on me,pls...
if any thing unsastified,pls mention it,dont use another way,u can talk softly,u can be calm,pls!!!
pls,i jus cant accept tis kind of emotion.
watever u be,i can, may good enough to take any doubt on me,i can forbear a lot,but not any attitude problem,u dont show tis in front of me..
i jus dont like ppl throw tantrum on me,pls...
if any thing unsastified,pls mention it,dont use another way,u can talk softly,u can be calm,pls!!!
Saturday, August 8, 2009
i need an emergency hug from u,seriously...
u r important,exactly important to me.
wat i m doing now is okay to me,i will be fighting against tis,i believe.
night!
u r important,exactly important to me.
wat i m doing now is okay to me,i will be fighting against tis,i believe.
night!
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
i m the person who live better with sport.
last few month,i had started training,to gain better strength,achieve better stamina,target strive a stronger body,a healthy fit lifestyle.
i will be weak if i run away from my jogging track.
i like sport cos it makes my mind fresh,clear vision abt my target,in short,i knw more abt myself through sport.yet,i m not a professionalist in sport,but i do training,not for competition purpose,but for striving my aim,myself is a chanllenge and i tend to go stronger.
sport is my part of life.i'm back on track.
last few month,i had started training,to gain better strength,achieve better stamina,target strive a stronger body,a healthy fit lifestyle.
i will be weak if i run away from my jogging track.
i like sport cos it makes my mind fresh,clear vision abt my target,in short,i knw more abt myself through sport.yet,i m not a professionalist in sport,but i do training,not for competition purpose,but for striving my aim,myself is a chanllenge and i tend to go stronger.
sport is my part of life.i'm back on track.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
recently,its quite suffering..
my soul is being tear into pieces..
i m having tough days all along..
i need heal..seriously need it..
i wont tend to escape..
all i knw is to stay 2gether to come across the tough days..
my soul is being tear into pieces..
i m having tough days all along..
i need heal..seriously need it..
i wont tend to escape..
all i knw is to stay 2gether to come across the tough days..
