making differences Posted by life-like-this on 1:19 AM

while ppl working deep hard to achieve something tat usual person will undergo, i noticed myself not the one always following the rules .
it doesnt mean tat i like to against the rules but i tend to figure out my own perspective, my own rule .
i always like to think why i must follow ppl step? repeating ppl moves, tat y i m writing tis post .
i m not the person who finding for trouble, nor imaginary.
i was so disgusting abt blindly following style,wat fault to follow others without our own consideration?
aint tat our life should be determine by our own?
haha,i frequently felt sad to face my syllabus tat giving me tones of pointless study.
well..i jus hv to follow ppl's step tat swallow the terms tat i hv no ideas at all but still in order to pass exam and then graduate.
so so so....i m insist to learn something can be applicable in future, and i found it outside my bacteria,fungus,virus books.
purpose of study is to be a knowledgable person tat success in future carreer,right?
i guess not,while taking tis degree,i guess i learn only so little.
too lame to say tat the notes,lectures given were so pointless.how pity...
so let say u score 4-flat in tis kind of education status,will u say tat u r a graduate with knowledge?
i dont dare...
i guess 4-flater and moderate passer are no big difference except the result sheet.LOL~
so now,dont only study academic syllabus,better packing myself with extra knowledges,learn more other than "applied" bio,so tat i can get it applied one day i walk out University!!